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Thank you for all your prayers! This morning Summer’s fever broke. Not sure when, but this morning she didn’t have a temp at the doctors. Very good news. They don’t know why her temp spiked, so they are watching her close, but for now she is doing much better. She can’t see Tatum until Friday morning, but Summer’s mom and myself are feeling in during the feedings and family visits. Thanks for everyone’s prayers.
I recently read a book called “Letter to A Christian Nation” by Sam Harris. The book is written by a angry atheist. It was a good read for me. I’ve never really listened to the arguments of a anti-religious person before. However, he was really calling Christians to prove with facts, figures, science, or whatever - God. Not so much Christ, but any God for that matter. I asked myself “How can I prove to people around me Christ exist?” Science tells us that everything the average person knows is broken down to 1/7 facts and figures, but 6/7 experience. I know God exist because I experience Him.
Last time Summer and I received a call from my mentor, John Battaglia. His a great leader and friend. He left a voicemail of encouragement and love. But he also prayed for us. I took my mobile phone, went to Summer’s bedside, knelt down and we followed in prayer with John over speakerphone. It was a simple prayer on my voicemail, but when we listened to it together we experience God in that room. I believe that is why Summer is feeling better today. I can’t prove God exist except through experience…but that is good enough for me. My wife was healed.
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I remember when I first started reading the book of Job for myself. You remember when you stopped taking the word of the person in the pulpit and started asking/answering questions for yourself? Job was always hard for me to understand. I guess because I grew-up in the Bible Belt and we were taught “have enough faith and you will never suffer.” So I couldn’t understand why God kept allowing one thing after another harm Job. He was so strong and confident in God’s faithfulness. He refused to allow anyone to tell him different.
Today I returned to work, so I only got to see Tatum at 8am. I went at my lunch to feed and see her but a new baby was being introduced to NICU so they asked us to leave. So I saw my angel for 30secs. Tonight after work Summer and I went to spend the evening with her. When we arrived Summer was feeling warm. We asked a nurse to take her temp and she had a temp of 101.8 degrees. She called her doctor and will see her tomorrow morning first thing. However, with a temp she can’t visit with Tatum. They require her to wait until she is without a high grade temp for 24hrs. That is horrible right now when your daughter is in NICU and all you want to do is see her.
I have so many questions for God. I know His big enough to handle this and my questions, but I wonder if I’m big enough to ask and trust His answer? Please pray for Summer and Tatum. Our baby is doing great and eating really good. But now Summer is suffering. I feel helpless and need to feel friends.
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Summer and I decided to go home today. We’ve been staying at the hospital overnight since Wednesday and those small rooms have got the best of us. It is a very hard decision to leave while your child is recovering in NICU but after talking with the doctors and nurses we felt Tatum needed us to be at our best when she returns home. She is so amazing and strong. She has her mothers strength and big eyes.
I return to work tomorrow (Wednesday). This will probably be the hardest three days at work I’ve ever had. Harder than the week before you go on vacation. My body will be at the office, but my mind at the hospital. Maybe I can stay super busy not to think about any of this until I leave the office. She comes home with us Sunday night or Monday morning. That will be the best and scariest day.
Thanks for everyones prayers.
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Last night we had a hard time feeding Tatum. She didn’t want to eat and actually throw up her lunch from 3:30pm. It was very hard seeing my daughter reject food. She also didn’t want to eat with Summer. We tried a bottle and she didn’t eat much of that either. After we left she throw up again. The doctors decided not to feed her at 4am because she couldn’t keep food down. This morning we spoke with her current doctor and he said she was just throw up what is left of her infection in her stomach. That made me feel better.
The doctor also discussed the lumbar puncture for the cerebrospinal fluid. It came back negative for anything harmful in her brain and spinal fluid. That made us feel good. Doctor wants to treat her alittle longer than first planned. They were saying we could take her home Friday, June 1st, but they want to wait until Sunday, June 3rd to continue antibiotics. But soon she will go home with us. Now if we can just see her eat we will be perfect
Thanks for everyone’s prayers and thoughts. We actually feel your presence with us.
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This morning we got to hold Tatum! The doctor says she is doing so much better and they know what she has - the infection in her blood is called Group B Streptococcal Disease. It is a common type of bacterium that can cause a variety of infections in newborns. Tatum probably got the bacteria from Summer during birth. Summer was tested for this bacteria five weeks prior to delivery, but was negative. So Summer must have got the infection recently. Many pregnant women carry these bacteria where they can easily pass to the newborn if the mother hasn’t been treated with antibiotics.
Babies with GBS often show symptoms of infection within the first week of life, although some develop symptoms weeks or months later. Depending on the infection the symptoms might include trouble breathing or feeding, a high temperature, or unusual crankiness. Which are all symptoms we have seen in Tatum.
Yesterday the doctors ran blood tests and took cultures of blood. This morning the doctors took cerebrospinal fluid to look for bacteria. Doctors use a spinal needle to do a lumbar puncture for the cerebrospinal fluid. Infections caused by GBS are treated with antibiotics, as well as careful care and monitoring in the hospital. Tatum has been getting antibiotics and personal care since five hours after her birth.
Summer was told at lunch that Tatum can breastfeed after 3:30pm today. This is really big since Tatum hasn’t been feed since two hours after birth. We are very excited about this bonding moment.
We are not out of the woods yet, but should be able to take her home the afternoon of June 1st if all goes well. Summer and I will be “nesting” in the hospital through the Memorial Day weekend. Visitors are welcomed with Taco Bueno (jk!) for Summer in hand and a call prior to coming.
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I had the opportunity to hold Tatum for hours while Summer recovered. When she was able to hold and feed Tatum - I grabbed this picture. Can you see Tatum’s head of hair in the picture with Summer? What a full head of hair…soon you will see more pictures.
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Thursday afternoon, May 24th, 2007 at 5:36pm my daughter was born (pictures to follow soon). She was perfect at 7lb 12oz and 21in long. Funny but I was the same weight and length at birth. The delivery went very well except Summer had some extra bleeding after the birth. She was laughing and joking during the labor (thank God for drugs).
Last night after Tatum awoke from her very small nap after feeding with Summer she had some breathing problems. It was enough of a issue that they admitted her to Neonatual ICU to watch her. She had some problems getting enough oxygen and was feeling “ichy.” This morning we meet with her doctor and they think she has a infection. They don’t know what type of infection but are treating her with antibiotics which helps with most infections. Basically, only time can fix our daughter (or healing). Tatum will probably be in NICU for seven days. So when we go home tomorrow we will leave our first child and daughter at the the hospital. That is so hard.
I believe in Christ. I believe in healing. I know who heals the sick. But its hard to do nothing for your daughter but stand by her bedside and hold her little hand. I asked God to give me her sickness, to save her the pain of fighting for breath…bad theology I know. But probably my first parental sacrifice. I actually felt like a father when I prayed those words.
Please keep my daughter Tatum McCool in your prayers and we will believe her healing is because of your request to God. Thanks for your friendship and prayers.
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