So I hear it’s normal that your belly in the 2nd pregnancy pooches quicker.  But somehow, I don’t like the normal.   I mean really, 14 weeks & wow people are actually already saying (strangers) “are you pregnant?”  I’m embarassed to tell them how far along I am – because it looks like it should be more.

Which then leads to ultimate fear of, holy Lord, how large will I REALLY get?  Chris has a feeling it’s going to be big.  And having a big BELLY is one thing, but having a big everything else, is just another.  And my fear is the whole package. 

So for all you friends out there that pray – please add my very selfish, vain prayer to your list:

Dear Jesus, please keep Summer from growing so large that she’s unrecognizable.  Please keep those stretch marks that occurred during Tatum’s growth to stay PUT.  Please keep those preggo boobs from uncontrollable chaos.  I think that’s all for now.  More later. Thanks.  (insert your name).